Faith the Size of a Mustard Seed

Faith the Size of a Mustard Seed 🌱✨

Last night around 1 AM, my dog woke up barking like crazy, waking me out of my sleep and straight into panic mode. In that moment, all I could think was, “Is someone trying to break in?” My heart was racing, fear took over, and I felt so small and helpless.

My husband got up and checked the entire house. Everything was fine. But that didn’t stop my mind from spiraling. I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was wrong.

So I did the only thing I knew to do; I prayed. I asked God to protect us and said, “Lord, let Your will be done.”

And you’d think that would be the end of it, right? I gave it to God. But my mind wouldn’t shake the feeling. I laid there for what felt like forever, heart still pounding, eyes wide open, listening for every little noise. Even though I knew He had it under control, my fear kept fighting my faith.

Having faith is easier said than done. We talk about “faith the size of a mustard seed”, but sometimes even that tiny seed feels impossible to hold onto in the middle of the night.

But here’s the thing: God doesn’t ask us to have huge faith. He says, “If you have faith as small as a mustard seed… nothing will be impossible for you.” (Matthew 17:20)

That tiny seed is enough for Him to move mountains, or guard your home and to calm your heart when fear won’t let you sleep.

Last night was my reminder: trust Him, even when you’re still scared. Keep handing it back to Him, over and over, if you have to. He’s bigger than our fears. I swear I prayed the same prayer at least five times last night. I know I was working the Lord’s nerves, but he answered my prayer every time.

If you’re lying awake tonight worried about anything, your safety, your kids, your future or whatever it may be, I pray you remember that a mustard seed of faith is enough. He’s got you. He’s got your family. He’s got your whole world in His hands.

Thanks for being here. I’m so glad you came.

—From somewhere in the chaos 🌻